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Ahmad Ayyash
Ahmad Ayyash

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1 day ago

Absence of Home

It is seven, and the day is unclear whether nighttime curtains us or rather, morning has crept upon the fissured lot of where we reside Blue hour stains the skies, blood amongst cirrostratus clouds – watercolor across thin edges I wrap the entrails of my thoughts like knots from a…

Poem

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Poem

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Mar 2

chasing hues

I often keep my eyes from wandering too much when I’m walking; headphones on, a specific song that I’m fixated on for the rest of the month is playing, and I just walk. Often times more than none, a destination should be ahead of me, this time I’m going home…

Poetry

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chasing hues
chasing hues
Poetry

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Jan 31

Time

Time on my wrist, And time in my pocket, Operated by battery, Or plugged into a socket. Time on a clock, and time on a phone, Time to go working, and time to go home. Time to eat up, And time to be sleeping, Time to be happy, And time to be weeping. Time kept to love, and time left to hate, Time to be early, and time to be late. Time on a dial, As told by the sun, Time on a spring, All set to be sprung.

Poetry

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Time
Time
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Jan 22

The bandaging scars

I can still recall the first F I got in university, it had to be one of the most traumatizing experiences, I cried for days on end, as one does when they fail while having their drive be academic validation. …

Mental Health

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The bandaging scars
The bandaging scars
Mental Health

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Jan 19

Being alive

Being alive is the strangest feeling. It’s a fever so low and as cold as ice — you wonder how your heart beats and feels so numb. I’m still learning how to breathe in this world: with ocean eyes and smoky lungs. A universe within a universe born out of…

Poetry

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Poetry

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Dec 6, 2022

About nothing

Today I want to talk about nothing. Because sometimes, nothing holds everything. It’s loaded. Just ask someone who answers “nothing” when asked what’s wrong. Sometimes there’s no-thing to say, No-thing to do But that doesn’t mean nothing is going on. Nothing has everything to say, but instead hides Nothing is…

Writing

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About nothing
About nothing
Writing

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Nov 8, 2022

it won’t work.

This letter is written for you, younger me. If I could go back to that time before the world fall apart beside my feet, I would tell you everything. I would be mad and vent about things that ended did me wrong, about every blood and tear I spent…

Closure

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Closure

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Oct 15, 2022

Poem about self

How do you keep walking under the weight of a heavy heart and mind? Where are you going? I don’t see how we can remain together yet growing. Angry, working towards outgrowing and unknowing. I am getting tired of days that feel dark my memories never fail to remind me …

Poem

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Poem

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Sep 24, 2022

The geometry of friendships

I was having a beer with someone a couple of weeks ago before I leave Istanbul, and we talked about friendships and the hardships of making new friends as an adult. …

Friends

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The geometry of friendships
The geometry of friendships
Friends

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Sep 10, 2022

Decoding this feeling requires an unreal amount of ones and zeros.

Decoding this feeling requires an unreal amount of ones and zeros. My experience of you changes with the quality of light, By which I scrutinize each memory. In fear, I see you in your absence, in my abandon. In the distance separating my world from yours, Preventing a merging, A…

Poem

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Poem

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Ahmad Ayyash

Ahmad Ayyash

5 Followers

just a casual writer dreaming of closure in life

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